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Last week the Verhoeven family reached their final destination, uncertain of what tomorrow will bring. "Six Jutlands and a Conestoga" continues....
Starting at the rear, he undoes the six-horse hitch. While
he removes the paraphernalia, he talks lovingly to each horse. The first horses
unburdened are the wheelers, the biggest horses, nearest the driver. Willie and
Anton are each a couple of hundred pounds heavier than the leaders. When Bram takes
off the traces, the breast collar and the driving halter of each horse, they are
free to move on their own. He pats each on their heavy cheek before resting his
head against their wide necks for just a moment to offer a special note for
each animal.
“Thank you, Willie, for getting us outta that bog today.
You’re a hardy and proud beast.”
“Where would we be without you, Anton? You never give up, do
ya boy? This’ll be your last haul, old fella. You deserve to rest.”
He soon has the swings – the center pair – unfastened from
their leather straps. The horse on the “off” side, or the right, is Molly, the
only bay-colored Jutland. The one on the “near” side is Gustav, named after
Bram’s father.
“You’re as beautiful as ever, Molly. I haven’t told you this
before, but you’re my favorite.”
Bram chuckles at the old adage he uses all the time, and in
response, Molly prances slightly, delighted by her owner’s caresses. “Hah, Gustave, you are as stubborn as my father. You always want to go in your own direction. Ah well, you’re still young and frisky.”
After their reins have been released from Bram’s grip, each
horse goes to the river to drink. Later they will amble aimlessly nearby, nibbling
at the young shoots among the grass. Bram finishes with the leaders, Hercules
and Ellen, after which they join the other horses. As he carefully lays out the
lines beside the wooden tongues that separate the pairs and gathers the leathers,
he is watched by loving eyes.
Lena stands at the back of the wagon, where Aron has lowered
the tailgate as an informal table. Veronica is straightening a gaily colored
tablecloth to hide the rough wood before setting the tin plates out. Lena’s
narrow face is livened by a bright smile as she thinks how she loves Bram for
the way he hugs each animal, knowing he is smothering them with flattery. He
treats them as well as his family, she knows. She has an amusing stab of
jealousy as there has been little opportunity or time for more than a quick hug
at night from her husband. She trusts him completely but is troubled by the
news they received earlier today at the fort. She will make a point of talking
to him after the children are asleep. Rubbing her hands together, she thinks
how she might reward him for getting them here safely.
The bend in the river where they are encamped, and the back
of the wagon, face west. The sun hangs just below the trees that cover the
shallow rise beyond the junction of the rivers. Night is not far off. The family
has finished their meal of pheasant, captured by Bram earlier and prepared on
the spit by Lena with lentils. The dishes are washed and put away, the
makeshift beds for the girls are ready and the boys have spread their rolls out
in the soft grass under the wagon. Lena is refolding the tablecloth, clucking
over the stains she vows she will wash tomorrow. Bram sits on a keg of axle
grease in front of the fire, poking at it with a dead branch.
The wood snaps as it burns, the river provides a regular
symphony as it flows over dead trees that have fallen into the waters, gurgling
on its way by. The children are laughing, being kids after their
responsibilities. Veronica has a way with her oldest brother, Jonas, who can’t
say no to her and the four children are off to the edge of the trees to play
hide and seek. Lena approaches her husband from behind to place a hand on his
shoulder. Her voice is low, shaded by a tinge of worry.
“What will we do this winter, Bram, if the contract for the
army’s horses is only up for renewal next spring?”
Bram doesn’t answer right away. He has had the same thought
since they left the fort yesterday. When he had met Colonel Denison in St.
Louis, Missouri, last year, the commanding officer of the new fort had
assured him that if he made it here by this spring, he would have plenty of
work shoeing horses and forging hinges and other metal objects the Army needed.
Upon reaching the fort in mid-May, Bram discovered an older man, a crude
farrier, had already set up shop.
Reaching to hold the hand on his shoulder, he looks back at
his wife and says, “Someone beat us to it, Lena, but Colonel Denison is not
happy with the man’s work. The Army is bound to him by virtue of a relative of
his in Washington, so until next year there is not much we can do about it. We
can talk more later after the children are abed. Okay, honey?”
Lena gives his arm a squeeze.
“Well, that can be anytime now. It’s getting on late. In fact,
I should get them ready.”
She leaves her husband while he stares at the dying fire.
The darkness rims the hilltops, turning the fields a light gray, the setting
sun casting a pale orange along the horizon, a promise for tomorrow. She rounds
up the children, instructing them to get ready for bed against their
protestations. She reminds them that tomorrow morning after breakfast and an
hour of schooling, it’s a bath for everyone, and the girls will do the laundry
as the men prepare a temporary shelter until their house is built. All talk
turns to speculation as the children prepare themselves: How soon can they have
their own bedrooms? When can they go fishing? Are there any neighbors? Are
there bears in the woods? On and on they ramble until each child is tucked in,
prayers said, hugs and kisses accompanying them to bed. Within twenty minutes,
they are all asleep.
The moon is gibbous and almost full, casting a bluish light
on the empty fields. Stars appear in the eastern sky by the hundreds as night begins
to cover the frontier. Bram is about to stamp out the last of the embers with dirt
when Lena comes from the wagon carrying the cotton shift she uses for sleeping
and one of their quilts folded across her arm. She has a small floral bag that
is drawn closed by a silk cord that swings from her hand. Bram knows it is the
sweet-smelling lady things she cherishes and cannot hide his glee at what she
is up to. Tossing him a bar of rough soap and a fresh, well-worn towel, she
says, “Get cleaned up, Bram, and meet me by the river just past that large
maple where the kids were playing.”
While bathing in the cold waters, Bram is concerned with what
he will do this winter. The beaver trade is dying; the old man who works the
forge at the fort is an annoying complication. He guesses they have enough
money to build a house and put a garden in. Meat will have to be dried for the
winter. But after that, he’s not sure. He doesn’t like to take these concerns
to his wife as she is a natural worrier, but he decides he can’t hide the
facts.
After drying off, he carries his folded clothes and boots to
where Lena said to meet her. When he approaches the large bole of the hardwood
tree, he can see the blanket spread out in the grass. The moonlight is such
that he can see the outline of his wife’s shape as he approaches her. Stopping
at the foot of the quilt, he expresses what he is thinking.
“I don’t know Lena, I…”
“Never mind all that for a moment, Bram. Come hold me.”
Placing his clothing on the ground, he kneels before her.
All thoughts of the future disappear like smoke in the sky. He gazes down at
the alluring shape of his wife. A soft blue light covers her and highlights the
gentle curves of her soft skin. Soon they are overcome with an urgency that
demolishes any thoughts other than how much they love each other. Bram’s big
hands are gentle as he touches his wife in the way he knows she desires. Her
hands caress the hardness of his body.
Their lips roam freely about each other’s faces and upper bodies. Delicious torment consumes them until Lena’s soft moans cut the silence of the evening, followed closely by the harsh breathing and heavy panting of a man in the throes of release. They collapse in each other’s arms, and for many moments there is only the rushing of the waters, the clicking of crickets to disturb their soft breathing.
Their lips roam freely about each other’s faces and upper bodies. Delicious torment consumes them until Lena’s soft moans cut the silence of the evening, followed closely by the harsh breathing and heavy panting of a man in the throes of release. They collapse in each other’s arms, and for many moments there is only the rushing of the waters, the clicking of crickets to disturb their soft breathing.
Lena is about to speak when Bram places a finger to her lips
to quiet her questions. He knows what she is about to ask.
“I love you, Lena. I love the children. I love the way you
take care of our family. We are never hungry; the kids are never without clean
clothes. You teach them their numbers and letters. You show them the way of the
Lord. And you put up with my many moods.”
He unfolds himself from her arms and rises slightly so that
she can see his face in the soft light.
“I will never let you down, Lena. I will never let my
children suffer. I’m not sure what the next sunrise will bring, but I guarantee
you that we will survive. With every muscle in my body, I will provide.”
Lena doesn’t have any words. She is full of tender love for her
husband. She pulls him toward her, holding him so close that she can feel the
beating of his heart. She pulls the loose end of the quilt over them, and with
only the stars as witness, they lie like that until they doze off.
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